I am slowly crumbling trying to remain kind and patient and understanding as my loved one disappears before my eyes.
I don’t know how much longer I can continue giving full time care.
MY head says it is time but my heart is breaking at the thought.
At this time of year he likes to potter about in the garden watering everything over and over or nipping any shoot that dares to show itself on a shrub.
It would be so cruel to shut him away from that.
BUT..the daily sundowning request to take him home is so irritating……
nothing can distract him from this…it is exhausting.
so sad……………….I am indeed between a rock and a hard place